♥Baby

Sunday, October 31, 2010

OPEN HOUSE!

Heehee

Open house wasnt a success ):

But we did enjoy ourselves :D

Used this time to bond with our juniors,

Sang songs by westlife with Zanne, heeee AWESOMENESS.

SheeToh (AshleyToh) and ZhiYin camwhored with my webcam hahhaa

And there was this cute lil boy called Justin,

He asked for my name, how cute is that?! Hahaa

CHIANGRAIshopping

Went to Toys R Us with SheeToh and Fangdeaar :)

No more eggs ): SOBs but It was FUN!

I miss that placee!

Hahaha

Well Im flying off on Friday :P

Excited yet SAD ):

Will MISS my Hubby, Gwen, Lamma, Mona, MummySheryl and MANY MORE!

But I can use this time to bond with the girls in Batch ONE!

SHEETOH CAMWHORE!

I cant wait to See Akekapap and Nattuwut!!

Heee,

PEACE be with you :)

CLASS OUTING!

We went to Botanical Gardens on Wed :D

It was AWESOME!

We had an enriching time,

And well, my class had loads of fun.

We bonded :)

Camwhored like crazy with 3/7, Minyee and 3/9!

And we played with the birds and the fishes!

Heee,

My frisbee skills IMPROVED!

Not bad eh, Mr Yew!

Hahaa,

THURS:

END OF SCHOOL 2010.

I WILL MISS YOU LAOPO,

REALLY WILL! ):

MAKE SURE YOU WRITE ON MY FB WALL EVERYDAY KAY?

LOVE YOU BABY!

NIGHTNIGHT, SWEEET DREAMS AND PEACE OUT.

♥KENDOZA signed off at 4:35 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2010

CHAPALAM

Well, I was late for meeting today ): Pretty upset with myself ):
Morning was soso, I didnt eat at all until dinner time,
Was busy running around,
Phototaking then Chiang Rai then Mr Aki then Forum.
Haha,
Forum was heee, Michelle was being MEAN haha,
But it was fun :D:D Trish better stop being such a monster haha.

DANCE

Hee,Warmup was retarded, Nai was super NAHNEE.

Haha, Played around with NAINAI, PEE NATCHAMOL :D, Komal, Denise :), ChristineBaby :), Simren, FEL and Mariachoooo! Hee, Zaki didnt come today soo YIPEE :)

Hehheh, played retarded games, danced for awhile and ARMWRESTLING!

Realised that I have not had that much fun in DAYS! ):

Hee, MY PRETTY pee NATCHAMOL is my CLONE :):)

Hee, Noone believes that I am Part Thai ): SOBs.

CHAN KIN MA CHAR :P - Justina Babyy

Went home with them all, Nainai went home early ): Nai KIN TER.

Hehheh, THAI FTW :):)

Hee, met Joce on the way :) Talked for awhile then Joce, Komal and Natch boarded the bus,

Saw them both at the other bus stop when my bus drove past haha,

Then tata, reached home :D

CHAN RAK TER dearie Elyssa :):)

NIGHTNIGHT, SWEEET DREAMS AND PEACE OUT.

♥KENDOZA signed off at 8:36 PM

Monday, October 25, 2010

PMS.
When I PMS, I am actually thinking about something.
I realised that these few days just doesnt feel meaningful anymore.
Saturday and Sunday were great I guess but at the end of the day, it all points down to something.
And this thing has been floating in my head ever since Friday.
URGH.
Hai, I feel helpless right now ):
I cant do much, all I can do is to sit and wait for things to happen.
Even if I wanted to do something, I cant ):
I cried in the PA today, for awhile. Thanks Gwen for comforting me :) Hugs do heal Hearts :)
Phototaking was quite, quite productive, Hope the CCA leaders will be better tomorrow :)
I guess thats all.
Dance was normal, Miss Wee was nice today :)
My right knee hurts ): Better bring my knee guard tomorrow!

URGH.

NIGHTNIGHT, SWEEET DREAMS AND PEACE OUT.

♥KENDOZA signed off at 7:44 PM

Friday, October 22, 2010

HEARTBROKEN.

It started off with good news for me..

And it just ended like that.

I admit that I had quite alot of fun during the Netball Carnival,

And Debbie please stop flirting with me, Thank you :)

Well, I couldnt hold it back and I just let it all out in front of Jing,

Thanks baby for comforting me :)

Hmm, Shermin and Sam heard too, and well..

I just have to say that Life is just like that.

Expect the unexpected I guess.

I realised something today and I wasnt pleased.

But I cant do much about it,

They dont really understand so what more can I say?

They would just stone at the news..

Maybe its just the way they think I guess.

URGH!

I wanna cry ): Im holding it back cause I know that we have to STAY STRONG for them.

Its just not right..

No..

I cant accept it ): ):

I just cant.

I am sorry but I cant ):

URGH! ): ):

Hai...

Please..

This really sucks man ):

It really does..

I just gotta keep you in my prayers,

and hope for the best.

For you and the others.

Dont give up my love, PERSIST and PERSEVERE!

Sighsighsigh..

Grab that chance and dont let go!

I am going to hug you on Monday!

HUG YOU and I WILL NEVER WANNA LET GO ):

URGH!

All those memories just came back to me,

The times we had soo much fun and talked about soo much!

The hugs you have given to comfort me when Im feeling down,

MAN!

Its so hard, so dont give up!

I will stay strong for you and you have too :)

Love you my dear,

ANDREAmissesYOU!

♥KENDOZA signed off at 5:39 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2010

BABYs
Today may not have been a good day I suppose.
Some were happy with their results and some werent.
I just want you to know, my DEARs,
That I am there for you :)
Life is full of Ups and Downs.
Some of us just tend to have to face things harder than the others.
But all these obstacles we have overcomed have made us stronger.
Its too late to regret,
So start making up for it :)
Pray hard my LOVEs,
I love you guys.
Really do. :D
JIAYOU alright?
HUGs and KISSes!

NIGHTNIGHT, SWEEET DREAMS AND PEACE OUT.

♥KENDOZA signed off at 10:29 PM

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Well We had Chiang Rai briefing today.
Super dots.
Okayy. maybe I am not in the mood now.

Hope you are not angry my love.
Sometimes its just hard to talk about these things you know.
Im sorry dear..
Its just that however I say this, no one will understand how I really feel man.
I dont think its minor cause I treasure her..
I know I should talk to you about her but I dont know how ):
Cause I am not sure if you will be able to understand how I feel towards her..

Anyway,
Just hope that after this phone call,
Everything will turn out fine.
No more anger, no more avoiding each other.
Hais..
But I am not sure if I should do this.
Forgive and forget?
I am not too sure.
My head hurts from thinking about this.
URGH.

♥KENDOZA signed off at 6:36 PM

Friday, October 15, 2010

Hmm, Today was quite upsetting.

I cried again.
But I am not going to think about it anymore.
There are others out there who are suffering more then I am.
I look up to those people.

They are strong.

No point crying over my own problems cause I know whatever I do, its not going to help much.

But what I can do is to help those who are in a worser state then I am.

MY LOVE,

I wanna say that I am very proud of you.

This post is well dedicated to you.

You have made me a better person and

I am glad to have met you.

You are a strong girl. And you should know that.

You have come this far and I want you to carry on.

Dont give up and keep moving forward.

Whenever you are feeling down, just ring me up :)
My dear, you are not alone in this world.

You have us, you have me :)

Dont shoulder all this by yourself, let me share the burden with you.

I know I am still young. There isnt much I can do for you.

But there is one thing I can do.

Its to be by your side, and to be your friend.

Text me once you have read this, heeee :D

Will write you a letter sooon :) Get ready to receive it!

SLEEP WELL MY DEAR.

You are now part of my life :)

I am going to do my best to help you in which ever way I can.

But first, you gotta help yourself.

Think before your actions.

Think about the consequences, whether it will happen now or in the future.

Dont take the wrong step.

Once again,

You should know this,

I am proud of you.

Dont disappoint me :)

I have faith in you, and I am not going to give up.

I LOVE YOU MY DEAR.

Stay safe, and think of positive thoughts man :D

Seeee you sooon.

NIGHTNIGHT, SWEEET DREAMS AND PEACE OUT.

♥KENDOZA signed off at 12:32 AM